What it is wouldnt be, and what it wouldnt be it would, you see?
I went to the doctor today and tehy started me on some medication. So far no such luck. I still feel insane. To the point, im scared for my life if we'r ebeing honest. Im pulling away farther bloicking the one person who i know loves me and wants me to help out. The worst thing was seeing him cry and having no feeling about it honestly.
I have feelings I guess, I can gte angry. and I feel sad 24/7. But I dont have feelings toward people and I really want nothing to do with them.
even when Smiling Im not okay.
This is all become to much for me to handel.
and i thought last year was bad.
Lets hope that this just makes me a stronger person, and helps strength my relationship but right not my vision is going. Assumingly thanks to the pills, I think Im going to go lay down.
Thanks to the people that care. Thats not many apparently.
I have feelings I guess, I can gte angry. and I feel sad 24/7. But I dont have feelings toward people and I really want nothing to do with them.
even when Smiling Im not okay.
This is all become to much for me to handel.
and i thought last year was bad.
Lets hope that this just makes me a stronger person, and helps strength my relationship but right not my vision is going. Assumingly thanks to the pills, I think Im going to go lay down.
Thanks to the people that care. Thats not many apparently.