Can't you see what you've done to my heart and soul? This is a wasteland now

Feb 27, 2005 19:02

WOW as if my life could not get any worse it does...Greg *breaths* I cant take this. It is only hurting me I can tell a bad situation is coming up with him and I don't want to deal with it. My heart is sinking into my shoes seriously every guy I like just hurts me this is pointless. I just want someone that cares for me and wont hurt me like this. Why is that so hard to find, it is impossible I have decided I am doomed to be hurt and single for along time. Then when im like 50 I will just freak out and marry the first old guy that looks at me so I wont die alone. Obviously I don't need a boy to make me happy, but I have the biggest empty feeling lately and it goes at certain times when im with some people, but god knows I don't have a chance it hell with any of them.

Blah blah blah at least I have Tracy and Whitney they help me out so much. Thanks guys you mean a lot to me.
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