Ker Splat!
Ever get to the point where you just can't help thinking about something? You try and do normal stuff, like work.....cuz you know you have to....but this one thought just constantly keeps taking you over and controlling you. It's all you think about, it rules you.....at least for a few hours....then it goes away long enough for you to do something distracting.....and then you go back to whatever boring thing you were doing before....and Wham! It hits you in the back of the head, and says "Pay attention to me!!!" I've been having one of these thoughts for the last few weeks....always there, looming over me. I'm going crazy, twitching...pulling my hair out, and making all sorts of odd noises like I do.....but it wont go away. There's only one cure for this....but damnit....I can't get it. Yargh!!!!! It's even beginning to haunt my dreams. It's taunting me, never letting me sleep. I can't take it anymore!!!