Doubts
Okay......*sigh* I'm not sure what's been going on in my head lately, except for the fact that I'm not entirely sure I want to be with my current boyfriend. I've wanted somebody that I can sit down and talk with, someone who I can cuddle, and goof around with. Someone I have fun being with, and being myself around them. I've pretty much got that right now. But is it enough? I find him too lovey at times...too cutesy, trying to do the puppy dog eye thing, and be adorable....and it just gets annoying. Plus he's a little too protective of me...protective is nice....but not to the point where he threatens to beat up every guy who looks at you the wrong way if I give him the look.
I've also come to realise that I don't know him at all.....he's told me a few things about him....but I wanna pause "us" and get to know him....I don't think I should be dating someone I don't feel I know anything about. And some people say the relationship is for getting to know people.....well, maybe to a certain extent....but there are some things that I would like to know about a person before we start going out. A few random examples...
1. If they have had a sex change in the past
2. If they are/were married
3. If they have kids
4. If they have any relatives that would shoot me on sight because of my appearance
5> If they have gone through a possibly major event in they're lives
I don't want to be finding out that my Billy Joe, was once a Barbra Sue, and had 3 kids, and is not legally divorced yet.....a month or more into the relationship....not cool. Maybe if I know about this beforehand...then I can deal with it.
Is it right that after a month of dating him....that I still don't feel anything more for him, than friendship....possibly a little more. He's a nice guy, and sweet....but I don't feel romantically inclined to him.
I don't know if I'm just being too picky....or if I'm a commitmentphobe....or if this just isn't meant to be.
I've also come to realise that I don't know him at all.....he's told me a few things about him....but I wanna pause "us" and get to know him....I don't think I should be dating someone I don't feel I know anything about. And some people say the relationship is for getting to know people.....well, maybe to a certain extent....but there are some things that I would like to know about a person before we start going out. A few random examples...
1. If they have had a sex change in the past
2. If they are/were married
3. If they have kids
4. If they have any relatives that would shoot me on sight because of my appearance
5> If they have gone through a possibly major event in they're lives
I don't want to be finding out that my Billy Joe, was once a Barbra Sue, and had 3 kids, and is not legally divorced yet.....a month or more into the relationship....not cool. Maybe if I know about this beforehand...then I can deal with it.
Is it right that after a month of dating him....that I still don't feel anything more for him, than friendship....possibly a little more. He's a nice guy, and sweet....but I don't feel romantically inclined to him.
I don't know if I'm just being too picky....or if I'm a commitmentphobe....or if this just isn't meant to be.