Doing it again?

[sadi_rose]

Okay, I think i'm beginning to realize that Me + Alcohol = Bad thing. I knew that a lot of alcohol was bad, for various reasons I'm not going to get into. I just generally end up making a giant ass out of myself in one way or another. But last night I went out, and hada smirnoff ice and a paralyzer (at Garys) before the bar....so this was at 7pm....so by the time I actually got to the bar....no longer in effect. I had 2 or 3 raspberry iced teas before the bar as well (at my place)(Regular iced tea, and raspberry flavoured vodka). So, those were in me at the bar. Then, all night, I had 2 bacardi breezers. (It generally takes me 5 breezers to get totally drunk). I was not hammered. I was just pleasantly buzzed and in a really good mood. (That doesn't seem to happen too much anymore these days). So anyway, me being in a really good mood, and buzzed from the drinks.....well, I bit a buddy of mine, (possibly a bit too hard, I don't recall) and don't think they were too happy about it. Nothing meant by it, just playful and good mood. And then we go to Dennys after the bar, and I get pulled aside by my buddy cuz I'm being too goofy. I tried toning it down a bit after that. I think I just need to be around happier people....or people who don't mind my wierdness. I have a feeling I pissed somebody off, and that wasn't my intention. Then, later, some guy I met at Dennys, ends up coming over to my place. Shouldn't have done that, but whatever. Nothing happened. It just felt wierd having some strange guy laying next to me when I woke up.

And my girlfriend whom I love and adore, was put in a really shitty mood cuz of some comment that a buddy of ours from highschool had made. Things were going good.....I think it was after her mood went sour, that everything turned bad.

I think no more than 3 drinks a night max. Blah