i've got to suck it up and do it!
hi...I'm here at willy's he and his brother are out fixing his car, so I thought I'd use this time to write. I'm pretty bored.
How was everyones weekend?
Mine was ok.
I saw Amanda on Friday. I literally felt sick to my stomach when I saw her. I'm pretty sure she saw me. freakin' biatch!
I didnt do anything friday night cuz I had to go to a seminar saturday morning so I just went home after work. I was feeling especially ill with anxiety that evening.
Saturday I woke up early to go to the massage school seminar. I got there early and in the duration of the seminar I became very motivated to do it.
This is the second chance God is giving me.
Then things went to shit when I found out the class schedule. I'm gonna try to find away to work around my work schedule. I cant let this opportunity pass me by again.
I got my hair cut and the girl went a little crazy with the scissors.
I came home and went back to sleep until it was time to get ready for work.
Nicole called me to see if I still wanted to go out with her to her friends birthday get together. I, naturally, jumped at the opportunity. The only unfortunate thing was that they were going to this big dyke bar called the lady in red. I'd been there once before with Kris. We didnt really like it. This time was no different. Nicole and I just hung out with eachother and talked and she smoked. We attempted to dance a cumbia but it really didnt happen so we just slow danced. We danced to some disco but mostly we sat in a dark corner and tried to count the mullets. I took her home and we had a real conversation. We talked about our parents. It was really interesting and nice to actually get to know her better. I dropped her off at home and came home.
Sunday was pretty uneventful too. Willy and I got together to work on the songs we wrote last week. Then we went to Kings X.
Today I took Willy to run errands cuz his car is broken again. And that leads us to now.
Ok well I'm gonna go now...
How was everyones weekend?
Mine was ok.
I saw Amanda on Friday. I literally felt sick to my stomach when I saw her. I'm pretty sure she saw me. freakin' biatch!
I didnt do anything friday night cuz I had to go to a seminar saturday morning so I just went home after work. I was feeling especially ill with anxiety that evening.
Saturday I woke up early to go to the massage school seminar. I got there early and in the duration of the seminar I became very motivated to do it.
This is the second chance God is giving me.
Then things went to shit when I found out the class schedule. I'm gonna try to find away to work around my work schedule. I cant let this opportunity pass me by again.
I got my hair cut and the girl went a little crazy with the scissors.
I came home and went back to sleep until it was time to get ready for work.
Nicole called me to see if I still wanted to go out with her to her friends birthday get together. I, naturally, jumped at the opportunity. The only unfortunate thing was that they were going to this big dyke bar called the lady in red. I'd been there once before with Kris. We didnt really like it. This time was no different. Nicole and I just hung out with eachother and talked and she smoked. We attempted to dance a cumbia but it really didnt happen so we just slow danced. We danced to some disco but mostly we sat in a dark corner and tried to count the mullets. I took her home and we had a real conversation. We talked about our parents. It was really interesting and nice to actually get to know her better. I dropped her off at home and came home.
Sunday was pretty uneventful too. Willy and I got together to work on the songs we wrote last week. Then we went to Kings X.
Today I took Willy to run errands cuz his car is broken again. And that leads us to now.
Ok well I'm gonna go now...