Nothing.
No matter what I do I can't get to sleep. I've been lying there for a good six hours, well okay maybe I got up a couple of times to get a snack and watch some Nick At Night but now it's just getting annoying. The sun's all up and shining in my face and I just can't fall asleep.
I'm scared, surprise surprise, right? I know at this point everyone must be scared but I think under that they all have a plan brewing in their heads and they have hope.
I'm just tired. In every possible way, tired of pretending that I care when all I care about is wishing that this never happened. I'm tired of closing my eyes and having nothing happen. Sleep is the only good thing I have right now, it carries me off from here. I get comfortable too and then nothing, I'm just lying there.
I'd like to put a "Why" out there but I know the answer won't save us.
If there is an answer.
I'm scared, surprise surprise, right? I know at this point everyone must be scared but I think under that they all have a plan brewing in their heads and they have hope.
I'm just tired. In every possible way, tired of pretending that I care when all I care about is wishing that this never happened. I'm tired of closing my eyes and having nothing happen. Sleep is the only good thing I have right now, it carries me off from here. I get comfortable too and then nothing, I'm just lying there.
I'd like to put a "Why" out there but I know the answer won't save us.
If there is an answer.