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Man... I've been like, moping around all day. First of all, my (ex)-girlfriend won't even talk to me, and my brother just laughs when I give him dirty looks. Second, I went to put red streaks in my hair today, and they came out totally pink. I look like some kind of punk rocker or something. Oh, and today I was just trying to like, let it sink in that Jeannie doesn't want me anymore (good song title! "Jeannie doesn't want me anymore") and my brother was watching some stupid DVD, like Old School, or something really inane and stupid. Well anyway, I almost lost my cool and laughed when that guy from SNL made a joke about beer bongs or something. I mean, I'm trying to just sit and have a serious moment, and some ass is making jokes!? What kind of BS is that!? God, I hate my life. I put in new guages in my ears today, they're really big, and they hurt. Oh well, pain is just a fact of life. God, why did I have to be born a deep thinker?? Why?? It's not fair. Oh well, at least I have my music, and my poetry as outlets. Without them, I'd probably some kind of like, goth loser. Stupid goths. They whine about so much stupid crap, and they look so stupid dressed in their black clothes. There's this goth kid in my second period English class and he is such a little whiney bastard. It's like, quit crying...
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