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This week/weedend has been incredibly long.. Some nights I didn't get any sleep and it starts to run together. It's been pretty fucked up. I miss someone I shouldn't. Someone that hurt me far more than I should have let him, and I can't seem to let my thoughts linger on the good things. A flaw I guess, overlooking the bad in people. It was his smile that got me..and I keep picturing it in my mind. My fingers itch to just send him and email saying simply.. "I miss you." -sighs inaudibly- Oh well..Some things just aren't meant to be. Mitch and I are doing good I guess. We went to a party not that long ago..he got incredibly drunk and got thrown out... Ack.. I told him it was too much.
Sometimes I give myself too easy.
Lol..and as bad as that sounds, I'm really not like that.
Kels got out of rehab..now she's in a half-way house, I guess she's doing pretty good. My beautiful cousin. Lizz was over for awhile in my dorm for awhile. I did laundry and we talked..sorta like the old days.. How I miss those. Cody stopped by and stayed for awhile and then Brett showed up. Lol.. Whoo.
Some stupid fucking high school girls were drinking on campus..and the stupid bitches started running when they saw a cop car..and got there asses picked up. Deserved it I guess. Should have kept there cool.
I met a really wonderful, gorgeous girl named Julie.. She's been through a lot of shit, and I can really relate with her. We were both fucked up on aderol..lol..the bonding pill.
I meeting a ton of new people..each really nice..I guess Im referred to the 'pretty girl' on campus.. What a fucking laugh!
Holla back ya'll..Lol.
Need me some feedback. Should I, or should I not drop a line to the person that I was seeing???? Such consideration. Anywho..Peace, dolls. Love and such.
Sometimes I give myself too easy.
Lol..and as bad as that sounds, I'm really not like that.
Kels got out of rehab..now she's in a half-way house, I guess she's doing pretty good. My beautiful cousin. Lizz was over for awhile in my dorm for awhile. I did laundry and we talked..sorta like the old days.. How I miss those. Cody stopped by and stayed for awhile and then Brett showed up. Lol.. Whoo.
Some stupid fucking high school girls were drinking on campus..and the stupid bitches started running when they saw a cop car..and got there asses picked up. Deserved it I guess. Should have kept there cool.
I met a really wonderful, gorgeous girl named Julie.. She's been through a lot of shit, and I can really relate with her. We were both fucked up on aderol..lol..the bonding pill.
I meeting a ton of new people..each really nice..I guess Im referred to the 'pretty girl' on campus.. What a fucking laugh!
Holla back ya'll..Lol.
Need me some feedback. Should I, or should I not drop a line to the person that I was seeing???? Such consideration. Anywho..Peace, dolls. Love and such.