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hopefully i can fall asleep tonight. last night i went to bed around 12:30, tossed and turned, finally was kinda tired, didn't fall asleep. i remember looking at the clock around 1, 2, 3, and then at 4:30am i was pissed. i had been laying in bed for four hours, just tossing and turning trying to sleep. i even tried to be completely relaxed. nope. then i woke up at 7:20 because it was time to wake up ahghhhhhhhh. please let me be able to fall asleep tonight. i hate laying in bed unable to sleep. because when i can't sleep and i'm laying in bed thinking about all my stressful events upcoming. how i need to finish rollersets, pay to take state board when i have basically no money, after applying at many place and still have no job, i need to find one, and i need to have money saved up by june so when my lease ends i can sign a new one somewhere. and i don't even no who i'm going to live with, and i don't want to move from dt because i love where i'm at, but i can't afford to re-sign this lease. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh stressssssssssss.
n i started my diet back today. yuck
n i started my diet back today. yuck