4 Hours...
Four hours untill my fast and VOS. No, I don't consider msn "talking". I started slow today, gradually quieting untill I was actually... well... quiet.
I'm exited, lately I've felt so good. Ima not smoke and not smoke pot this week as well... and not drink. I'm going to work at the store and on the car more and work out at the gym before school 4 times a week for a while mayhaps... I'll talk to mum aboot going in early tomorow, and then wed. =^^=
Last night was great, I can't wait for the V.Day rave... it's gonna be awsome. Alicia want's me back? God, I wish, she's so adorible... saw Gavin (Angel know's who) and I was so embarassed, I'm like 40 pounds more than he last saw me as... at the V.Day rave I wanna wear my crochet bunny-suit, so I gotta loose the weight... I'm just going to concentrate on exersizing my brain, and hopefully the body will follow. I'm just going to spend the next two weeks thinking and appreciating life, and I'll not talk at all. But I'll post in here, not that anyone really cares, but I'm going to probably go on and on about all the things in my head in my lj... lot's of those might be private, but then again: maybe not.
Fluffy chocolate blonde cake.
I ate 4000 + calories today... I feel disgusting.
I'm exited, lately I've felt so good. Ima not smoke and not smoke pot this week as well... and not drink. I'm going to work at the store and on the car more and work out at the gym before school 4 times a week for a while mayhaps... I'll talk to mum aboot going in early tomorow, and then wed. =^^=
Last night was great, I can't wait for the V.Day rave... it's gonna be awsome. Alicia want's me back? God, I wish, she's so adorible... saw Gavin (Angel know's who) and I was so embarassed, I'm like 40 pounds more than he last saw me as... at the V.Day rave I wanna wear my crochet bunny-suit, so I gotta loose the weight... I'm just going to concentrate on exersizing my brain, and hopefully the body will follow. I'm just going to spend the next two weeks thinking and appreciating life, and I'll not talk at all. But I'll post in here, not that anyone really cares, but I'm going to probably go on and on about all the things in my head in my lj... lot's of those might be private, but then again: maybe not.
Fluffy chocolate blonde cake.
I ate 4000 + calories today... I feel disgusting.