Happiness
Is it bad if you can't tell if you're happy or not? I mean, I have a great life overall, and my friends are crazy but amazing, but something's just wrong. Is it me, or is something else going on? I know Dad's part of it, but why does he bother me so much? Another part is just being a teenager. Finally I understand exactly what hormones can do, and why teens are seen as immature.
I still don't get it though. At night I feel like crying. My dreams get more bizarre and scary every night. I can't sleep, and even when I'm happy I'm still down. This feeling just won't go away! It is driving me insane!