Has no one told you she's not breathing..?
New..erm.."Layout" All I did was change the theme. Speaking of which, the theme/layout is saying that everything you love and everything that makes you happy, always leaves you. Just like my Dad, Christine and Ashley, etc..
I miss my bestest friends, alot. I wish they would just stop acting so god damn different . But, oh well. Maybe it's not them whose changing, maybe it's me? I don't know, but I really wish I could just lean on them, laugh with them and be the same way I used to be with them. But no, they've changed to much, they don't treat me the same. I still love them though, they were the bestest friends anyone could ask for.
R.I.P
The bestest friendship I've ever had..
*Christine&Ashley*
No, no one died, just my friendship. I am so alone now, I just want a hug, not from anyone though. I want a hug from them. I want go to them and cry, and have them understand my problems like they used to. Change, no matter what anyone says, is never good.
Fuck you, leave me alone, do not give me your sympathy. I am not being over-dramatic, I am not being a bitch. Please, don't get annoyed at me for this entry, unfortuantely, words can't describe my pain, so comes off as a complaint. It's not.
This entry makes no sense, I'm sorry. But I'm not in the right state of mind. You try losing the best thing in your life, and being perfectly okay.
I am so afraid, something is coming to come and hurt me, and crush me. They protected me, what am I supposed to do without them?! WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?
Is this all their fault? Or did I do something wrong? I just miss them, so much.
I miss my bestest friends, alot. I wish they would just stop acting so god damn different . But, oh well. Maybe it's not them whose changing, maybe it's me? I don't know, but I really wish I could just lean on them, laugh with them and be the same way I used to be with them. But no, they've changed to much, they don't treat me the same. I still love them though, they were the bestest friends anyone could ask for.
R.I.P
The bestest friendship I've ever had..
*Christine&Ashley*
No, no one died, just my friendship. I am so alone now, I just want a hug, not from anyone though. I want a hug from them. I want go to them and cry, and have them understand my problems like they used to. Change, no matter what anyone says, is never good.
Fuck you, leave me alone, do not give me your sympathy. I am not being over-dramatic, I am not being a bitch. Please, don't get annoyed at me for this entry, unfortuantely, words can't describe my pain, so comes off as a complaint. It's not.
This entry makes no sense, I'm sorry. But I'm not in the right state of mind. You try losing the best thing in your life, and being perfectly okay.
I am so afraid, something is coming to come and hurt me, and crush me. They protected me, what am I supposed to do without them?! WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?
Is this all their fault? Or did I do something wrong? I just miss them, so much.