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i think i'm going crazy. so somebody correct me if i'm wrong. if i'm in love with someone, who's in love with me, who i also shared something very special with, decides along with me to date other people because of the distance, should that include sex? most people should know my views on sex on how i even wanted to save myself for marriage, and how sex really should atleast only be shared between two people who are in love with eachother. i never really made it into a serious point on how upset i would be if this person was to have sex with a girl he's been dating for a little over a month, i dunno, i thought the subject would come to light maybe at a more reasonable time for a couple to think about having sex. especially since we waited for over half a year. i did say i would cry, but i would probably get over it, because people shit on me all the time, and when do i ever stay mad at a person? i'm always known for just getting over things. oh, but dont worry because this guy assures me that if he knew how much this would hurt me, he wouldn't have done it. so i'm enraged and heartbroken because for anybody not to know how much this would hurt me, doesn't know me very well at all. so, this is what i'm asking you, my friends who know me the most, do i have a right to be upset? i've been told my entire life by everybody that i'm not processing my emotions correctly. so tell me, am i?
because i've never felt so much heartbreak before in my life.
because i've never felt so much heartbreak before in my life.