yay repitition
I didn't go to closing last night. it was strange, I could have, but i just didn't care enough. Not to say that I didn't like the show, because it was really well done and I enjoyed watching it, even more than once. But I still didn't care about closing. I really wanted to, I almost left coco's to go to it, because I really wanted to care. I thought for a minute that if I just went, then I'd suddenly care about it being perhaps the last closing I'll ever go to. But of course I wouldn't, it just doesn't matter to me anymore. I hope leaving for six months will help me get rid of this feeling of total ambivalence. maybe not, oh well, there are better things in the world than AHS drama. I've said this like twelve million times, so I'll just shut up now....