May 23, 2005 14:07
i just read a Journal from a guy named dark, wow this guy can write, i wrote a comment on one of his entries he still yet has to get back to me. wow this guy... i dont know, is the whole life story that he gave, real. did he just write it for publicity? which one is it? does it really matter? hmmm i dont know what i would do if i were in his place. it seems to me that hes got a good life but then again a really bad one. woop woop. that sounded kind of ghetto.o life is soo stressful when you get older. it makes me want to cry. being 16... well it doesnt really make a difference to when i was 15..both ages have to do with stress and pain. what did i do to deserve this? was it sin> because if that is it, i should just quit... church saved my life when i was in 8th and 9th grade, mostly 9th grade. that year was the worst year of my life. not because i was a freshmen, it was because... things happened. very awful things. church helped me and brought me back to the light. but now that i dont go anymore, i just feel so hateful and angry all the time. i just want to yel and throw things EVERYDAY! i need help. well i best get away. have a wonderful day to all those wonderful people out there.