Smile even through the rough times....
Mello...
For those that DO read my journal...I will list the days that I actually DID something that mattered!!! And if you read all of it you will get to hear the fortunate matters of my love life!!! ::beams::
MONDAY
My first day of school!!! For most of the week I watched to try and get in the swing of things too! But it is fun....for the most part...lol and I will give you a breif description of each kid until I get a camera to start uploading my pics!
Shion~ What can't I NOT say about Shion! He's bold and hyper but is a GOREGOUS little boy. Have you ever looked at a kid and thought "LADY KILLER IN THE FUTURE" that would be what you would think when you look at Shion. He's mature but silly at times and sometimes I forget hes a kid...so when he cries it's WEIRD! And he'll only cry when REALLY REALLY REAAAAAAALLY upset!
Kaito~ Same applies for this little boy in the future! LADY KILLER! Goregous again. The first day he cried for about 30 minutes but that is normal! He opened up to me first at lunch time which was nice! And then started calling me stinky >.< Which was okay too! He had me laughing and he hugs me a lot! I ♥ Kaito too!!! Soft spoken and VERY sweet but can also be silly too!
Souta~ HE IS SO DAMN CUTE!!!! He is 3 years old but so so so so tiny!!
He is VERY VERY well behaved and copies Shion A LOT! but isn't as hyper as Shion...You have to take him toliet but he does all the work. His English is not as good as Shion or Kaito but he NEVER speaks Japanese. He is such a GOOD lil' boy!!!
Colin~ Colin...is a hand full but I love him too! We all think he has a bit of ADHD and a bit of a learning disablity but he tries REALLY hard. He's hyper but that's normal child behaviour. The only problem I have is when you take him toliet and try to help him pull up his pants he rips out your hair and tries to climb on top of your head its VERY painful but we are trying to get him to stop.
YUSUKE~ Why is his name in bold? BECUZ I LOVE LOVE LOVE HIM! He doesn't say "I want this" he refers to himself in third person!!! ::squeals:: "Yusuke wants this" SO FUCKING CUTE! He took to me right away and hugs my legs and ALWAYS wants to sit in my lap! And when the other teacher was like "Can I have a hug?" he came over to me and hugged me! The headmistress laffed and said "Hugs = Kristin". Then we had this adventure back in time where we went back to when dinosaurs were on earth and we turned off the lights and the other teachers pretended to be dinosaurs Yusuke started wimpering and clinging to my leg for dear life and he started crying so I picked him up and started giving him kisses and hugs.
The thing is here in Japan I find the children to be A LOT more loving. They WANT to be hugged/kissed/touched unlike when I was a T.A for my pre-K in high school the kids didn't want to be touched...it's weird...
Now the girls...
Riko~ She is a DIVA! And a drama queen and a brat all in one...but she is still sweet too! I forgot to mention bossy as fuck! But you hardly have to watch her as she is VERY responsible which leads to her bossyness...but shes sweet.
Elena ~ The only white kid there! She is european and I love her too! She always gives me a ton of hugs and kisses and her English is BRILLANT! But it is to be expected! She is responsible and very smart! I don't have to say much to her since she;s already doing it ! lol
Riu~ Riu is a BEAUTIFUL young lady but she ONLY speaks Japanese. She only knows what little she has been taught in the last week. She always asks to play with me and she is VERY quiet but very nice little girl. I can't wait to get to know her better!
Sakura~ Sakura is mixed(I dun remember) but doesn't speak a word of Japanese! She is VERY quiet and tends to be on her own a lot which makes it hard for me to get to know her.
Kiyora~ Snobby little thing...and quiet. She doesn't respond to me very well at all but I guess she needs time to get used to me.
And that is all of them! Yes, the boys have longer descriptions but I think the boys like me A LOT more then the girls...but the girls are all very independant! the boys needs me a lot more often for guidance...maybe its their ages...::steals Yusuke::
THRUSDAY
Normal day at school but when I got home Koji called me. He told me to come over and that later we were all going to go to the Japanese Language Exchange classes. All I can hear in the background at Koji's house is Yamapi saying its "NECESSARY" I come over! Since Yamapi...btw we call Shinji Yamaguchi Yamapi now! ^_^
So I come over and betonamu and yamapi are there with nami and Koji! they make me eat toast with chicken and then we go to leave. Now it is raining INSANELY that night so I had my own umbrella. We get to the bottom of Koji;s stairs and Yamapi opens his umbrella and its HUGE! like for two people and I was like "Where's your girlfriend to share that with?" abd he was like I don't have one ::cute laff:: his laff melts me! can I really know a guy this gorgeous!?! Then we're walking and he keeps covering me with his umbrella. He smiled at me as we were talking driving me NUTS! and we were talking English...DID I MENTION HE;S SO CUTE WHEN HE TALKS ENGLISH!
So, we get there and you sign up...we signed up and the inspector told us we could not be together so I was paired with this really nice girl. Then it came time to introduce ourselves formally at the end. I WAS NERVOUS!!!! Like terrified! So it was my turn and the inspector said I was from canada which made the room of like 30+ people go "Ahhh...sugoiiii" and then I got up there and I was killer nervous and Yamapi was in the front row. I looked at him and he cutely bounced up and down in his seat waving rapidly at me which made me smile even more shyly and giggle which made the room explode with "KAWAIIIIII". I was embarassed as Yamapi sat there and nodded with the others.
When we were leaving I was trying to decide if I wanted to go drinking with the other huge amount of people. Yamapi and Betonamu were going so I wanted to go since Yamapi was going. Since we were talking outside Yamapi covered me with his umbrella and said that since I didn't know the way home he could walk me home but we might get lost. So, Koji said I should come home. Which was okay since there was a new drama on that me, Koji and Nami were gonna watch. Later Yamapi called to find out if I got home okay...::spaxzzzzzzz::
FRIDAY
ANOTHER GREAT NITE SPENT WITH YAMAPI!!!! Im gonna die! We had to go pick up Nmai so me, Yamapi, and Gon-chan plied into the back seat. I was sitting beside Yamapi and was dying on the inside! Can we say I WANT TO JUMP HIM!!!?
Then he sits there making me dye of laffer from inside jokes! We finally got home and we sat there as I taught him English. Then Nami proceeded to ask if I liked anyone but in japanese so Yamapi had to translate it. I said yes. Koji then bursts into the room and askes "DO WE KNOW HIM!?" and I said no...and Koji says "IS HE JAPANESE!?!?!" and I said yes and he was like "maybe you should ask him out::pointing at Yamapi::" Yamapi then looks at me innocently and goes "eh?" I was so embarrassed I just sat there for the rest of the nite not really talking. Then Koji was like
Koji: "I'm going to bed Yamapi! Walk KuriKuri(my new nickname) home"
Yamapi: looks at me and says "my pleasure" ::confused look:: "It is my pleasure...right"
Me: ::snickers and smiles:: erm...yes..
We hugged and said good nite! I didn't want to but I guess I had to it was 2 am!
SATURDAY
No Yamapi today but me, koji and Gon-chan hung out and watched Mr. and Mrs. Smith in Japanese...entertaining I say! We drove gon-chan home and I fell asleep in the car.
Sunday
Koji was worried about me being lonely so he told me to come with him as he needed to help a friend. His friend Eri was moving to Narita which is one hour away but we had to stop in Shinjuku first so she could buy some furnature. I couldn't stop thinking about Yamapi so it was driving me NUTS!!
on the long journey home...Eri and Koji talked a bit but then we listened to One rebublic a lot which was nice. We dropped Eri home and started to drive home.
At the end of the night Koji asked me what was wrong that I didn't look happy. And he was worried that I spent my entire sunday in his car and it wasn't I got to see Japans country side for free!
I said it was a secret and Koji was really curious...and this was our convo...
Me: I have a secret..
Koji: Oh! Im interested tell me and I promise I 'll tell no one!
Me: I'm embarrassed1!!
Koji: I promise!
Me: I like someone!
Koji: ::GASP:: YAMAPI?!
Me: ::nods::
Koji: OMFG! KURIKURI! THAT'S AMAZING!!
Me: shhhhhhhhhhhh!
Koji : I'll tell no one!!!
me: YOUR BETTER NOT!
we were walking home and Koji was amazed but really happy. He was thinking of ways we could hang out more. He was like you should go food shopping together, kareoke, invite him over! As you all know I'm too shy for that!
Koji said Yamapi has no girlfriend and that he recently talked to Koji about me!
Koji " He's happy you're here! He's never met a canadian! And he thinks your sweet! He also wants to write and sing a song all in english and he wants to ask you to help him but he is shy too. Maybe :GASP: HELL WRITE THE SONG FOR YOU!
at this point I've died!!! I know Yamapi has called me cute on several occasions too but I didn't know he thought enough about me to talk about me...::dies::
I have to settle down...there is NO WAY in HELL Yamapi would dat me...::sad sigh:: yes...better float back down offa cloud 9 and settle my ass on the good old cloud called REALITY!
~*~sada~*~
For those that DO read my journal...I will list the days that I actually DID something that mattered!!! And if you read all of it you will get to hear the fortunate matters of my love life!!! ::beams::
MONDAY
My first day of school!!! For most of the week I watched to try and get in the swing of things too! But it is fun....for the most part...lol and I will give you a breif description of each kid until I get a camera to start uploading my pics!
Shion~ What can't I NOT say about Shion! He's bold and hyper but is a GOREGOUS little boy. Have you ever looked at a kid and thought "LADY KILLER IN THE FUTURE" that would be what you would think when you look at Shion. He's mature but silly at times and sometimes I forget hes a kid...so when he cries it's WEIRD! And he'll only cry when REALLY REALLY REAAAAAAALLY upset!
Kaito~ Same applies for this little boy in the future! LADY KILLER! Goregous again. The first day he cried for about 30 minutes but that is normal! He opened up to me first at lunch time which was nice! And then started calling me stinky >.< Which was okay too! He had me laughing and he hugs me a lot! I ♥ Kaito too!!! Soft spoken and VERY sweet but can also be silly too!
Souta~ HE IS SO DAMN CUTE!!!! He is 3 years old but so so so so tiny!!
He is VERY VERY well behaved and copies Shion A LOT! but isn't as hyper as Shion...You have to take him toliet but he does all the work. His English is not as good as Shion or Kaito but he NEVER speaks Japanese. He is such a GOOD lil' boy!!!
Colin~ Colin...is a hand full but I love him too! We all think he has a bit of ADHD and a bit of a learning disablity but he tries REALLY hard. He's hyper but that's normal child behaviour. The only problem I have is when you take him toliet and try to help him pull up his pants he rips out your hair and tries to climb on top of your head its VERY painful but we are trying to get him to stop.
YUSUKE~ Why is his name in bold? BECUZ I LOVE LOVE LOVE HIM! He doesn't say "I want this" he refers to himself in third person!!! ::squeals:: "Yusuke wants this" SO FUCKING CUTE! He took to me right away and hugs my legs and ALWAYS wants to sit in my lap! And when the other teacher was like "Can I have a hug?" he came over to me and hugged me! The headmistress laffed and said "Hugs = Kristin". Then we had this adventure back in time where we went back to when dinosaurs were on earth and we turned off the lights and the other teachers pretended to be dinosaurs Yusuke started wimpering and clinging to my leg for dear life and he started crying so I picked him up and started giving him kisses and hugs.
The thing is here in Japan I find the children to be A LOT more loving. They WANT to be hugged/kissed/touched unlike when I was a T.A for my pre-K in high school the kids didn't want to be touched...it's weird...
Now the girls...
Riko~ She is a DIVA! And a drama queen and a brat all in one...but she is still sweet too! I forgot to mention bossy as fuck! But you hardly have to watch her as she is VERY responsible which leads to her bossyness...but shes sweet.
Elena ~ The only white kid there! She is european and I love her too! She always gives me a ton of hugs and kisses and her English is BRILLANT! But it is to be expected! She is responsible and very smart! I don't have to say much to her since she;s already doing it ! lol
Riu~ Riu is a BEAUTIFUL young lady but she ONLY speaks Japanese. She only knows what little she has been taught in the last week. She always asks to play with me and she is VERY quiet but very nice little girl. I can't wait to get to know her better!
Sakura~ Sakura is mixed(I dun remember) but doesn't speak a word of Japanese! She is VERY quiet and tends to be on her own a lot which makes it hard for me to get to know her.
Kiyora~ Snobby little thing...and quiet. She doesn't respond to me very well at all but I guess she needs time to get used to me.
And that is all of them! Yes, the boys have longer descriptions but I think the boys like me A LOT more then the girls...but the girls are all very independant! the boys needs me a lot more often for guidance...maybe its their ages...::steals Yusuke::
THRUSDAY
Normal day at school but when I got home Koji called me. He told me to come over and that later we were all going to go to the Japanese Language Exchange classes. All I can hear in the background at Koji's house is Yamapi saying its "NECESSARY" I come over! Since Yamapi...btw we call Shinji Yamaguchi Yamapi now! ^_^
So I come over and betonamu and yamapi are there with nami and Koji! they make me eat toast with chicken and then we go to leave. Now it is raining INSANELY that night so I had my own umbrella. We get to the bottom of Koji;s stairs and Yamapi opens his umbrella and its HUGE! like for two people and I was like "Where's your girlfriend to share that with?" abd he was like I don't have one ::cute laff:: his laff melts me! can I really know a guy this gorgeous!?! Then we're walking and he keeps covering me with his umbrella. He smiled at me as we were talking driving me NUTS! and we were talking English...DID I MENTION HE;S SO CUTE WHEN HE TALKS ENGLISH!
So, we get there and you sign up...we signed up and the inspector told us we could not be together so I was paired with this really nice girl. Then it came time to introduce ourselves formally at the end. I WAS NERVOUS!!!! Like terrified! So it was my turn and the inspector said I was from canada which made the room of like 30+ people go "Ahhh...sugoiiii" and then I got up there and I was killer nervous and Yamapi was in the front row. I looked at him and he cutely bounced up and down in his seat waving rapidly at me which made me smile even more shyly and giggle which made the room explode with "KAWAIIIIII". I was embarassed as Yamapi sat there and nodded with the others.
When we were leaving I was trying to decide if I wanted to go drinking with the other huge amount of people. Yamapi and Betonamu were going so I wanted to go since Yamapi was going. Since we were talking outside Yamapi covered me with his umbrella and said that since I didn't know the way home he could walk me home but we might get lost. So, Koji said I should come home. Which was okay since there was a new drama on that me, Koji and Nami were gonna watch. Later Yamapi called to find out if I got home okay...::spaxzzzzzzz::
FRIDAY
ANOTHER GREAT NITE SPENT WITH YAMAPI!!!! Im gonna die! We had to go pick up Nmai so me, Yamapi, and Gon-chan plied into the back seat. I was sitting beside Yamapi and was dying on the inside! Can we say I WANT TO JUMP HIM!!!?
Then he sits there making me dye of laffer from inside jokes! We finally got home and we sat there as I taught him English. Then Nami proceeded to ask if I liked anyone but in japanese so Yamapi had to translate it. I said yes. Koji then bursts into the room and askes "DO WE KNOW HIM!?" and I said no...and Koji says "IS HE JAPANESE!?!?!" and I said yes and he was like "maybe you should ask him out::pointing at Yamapi::" Yamapi then looks at me innocently and goes "eh?" I was so embarrassed I just sat there for the rest of the nite not really talking. Then Koji was like
Koji: "I'm going to bed Yamapi! Walk KuriKuri(my new nickname) home"
Yamapi: looks at me and says "my pleasure" ::confused look:: "It is my pleasure...right"
Me: ::snickers and smiles:: erm...yes..
We hugged and said good nite! I didn't want to but I guess I had to it was 2 am!
SATURDAY
No Yamapi today but me, koji and Gon-chan hung out and watched Mr. and Mrs. Smith in Japanese...entertaining I say! We drove gon-chan home and I fell asleep in the car.
Sunday
Koji was worried about me being lonely so he told me to come with him as he needed to help a friend. His friend Eri was moving to Narita which is one hour away but we had to stop in Shinjuku first so she could buy some furnature. I couldn't stop thinking about Yamapi so it was driving me NUTS!!
on the long journey home...Eri and Koji talked a bit but then we listened to One rebublic a lot which was nice. We dropped Eri home and started to drive home.
At the end of the night Koji asked me what was wrong that I didn't look happy. And he was worried that I spent my entire sunday in his car and it wasn't I got to see Japans country side for free!
I said it was a secret and Koji was really curious...and this was our convo...
Me: I have a secret..
Koji: Oh! Im interested tell me and I promise I 'll tell no one!
Me: I'm embarrassed1!!
Koji: I promise!
Me: I like someone!
Koji: ::GASP:: YAMAPI?!
Me: ::nods::
Koji: OMFG! KURIKURI! THAT'S AMAZING!!
Me: shhhhhhhhhhhh!
Koji : I'll tell no one!!!
me: YOUR BETTER NOT!
we were walking home and Koji was amazed but really happy. He was thinking of ways we could hang out more. He was like you should go food shopping together, kareoke, invite him over! As you all know I'm too shy for that!
Koji said Yamapi has no girlfriend and that he recently talked to Koji about me!
Koji " He's happy you're here! He's never met a canadian! And he thinks your sweet! He also wants to write and sing a song all in english and he wants to ask you to help him but he is shy too. Maybe :GASP: HELL WRITE THE SONG FOR YOU!
at this point I've died!!! I know Yamapi has called me cute on several occasions too but I didn't know he thought enough about me to talk about me...::dies::
I have to settle down...there is NO WAY in HELL Yamapi would dat me...::sad sigh:: yes...better float back down offa cloud 9 and settle my ass on the good old cloud called REALITY!
~*~sada~*~