feelings
i'm so confused the whole time my head is always hurtin and messing wit me sometime i wish i could just jump onto a plane and run away fom this life and stay away from everyone because all i do is bring them pain and all they do is remind me of the pian i have caused and now all my money problems are buildin up and takin me dwn and making me depressed and i dnt know how much longer i can take this its gettin harder and harder everyday and i just want it to all stop!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so happy and so depressed all at the same time and i always have up's and dwn's and i dnt know what i have more of UP'S OR DWN'S????????????
i have so many ppl in my life but yet i feel so so ALONE and i feel like i have nothing to live for really and i wonder what's the point in me been on this earth when there is so many ppl that are diein and have so much to lose where as i'm living fine wit nothing to lose !!!!!
its been a while since i wrote on this i forgot how good it is to write things dwn to get them off my chest.........
ps no comments plz xxxxxx