pity party.
I had a crappy day today. (I think I ended freaking out Maura and Brit over the phone because of it.) I also think I pissed off Steven (or at least annoyed him by ignoring him), but he sort of pissed me off first. I don't care if I never really deal with him in life again. Nettie was good to me though. I was worried that she hated me for not wanting to go to a strip club, but I was wrong, and she's such a cool, low-key girl, who is a great friend. My dad was good to me as well dealing with my little breakdown.
I think I suck at life. And that's annoying because a lot of really great people die all the time. People who don't suck at life and do good things for this world, and they die, and I'm still alive. It's sort of unfair.
I usually try and not be lame and sad on livejournal, but today I don't seem to care much. maybe years from now I will be able to look back on this and read it and think that i was a silly little whiny 22 year old and laugh. let's hope so anyways.
but in the end it was a really craptastic day. and i feel craptastic.
I think I suck at life. And that's annoying because a lot of really great people die all the time. People who don't suck at life and do good things for this world, and they die, and I'm still alive. It's sort of unfair.
I usually try and not be lame and sad on livejournal, but today I don't seem to care much. maybe years from now I will be able to look back on this and read it and think that i was a silly little whiny 22 year old and laugh. let's hope so anyways.
but in the end it was a really craptastic day. and i feel craptastic.