new years, blah
its a new year and feel exactly the same
mary's still not here
i'm still alone and cold and scared
i'm not really sure who i am anymore
i've realized, that in my stories, in my pictures, all my characters have been allegories of parts of my life. for example:
Mr. Fluffums - symbolizes how no matter how much the one i loved hurt me, i still love her with all my heart.
The GlassEater - symbolizes how i did things to myself, i put things in my body that i new were hurting me, but i kept at it, thinking that somehow it could help.
The ScareCrow - symbolizes how a lone i feel, and when someone does come along (an allegorical raven), all they do is abuse me and let me down.
i hate this. i can't stand it anymore.
mary's still not here
i'm still alone and cold and scared
i'm not really sure who i am anymore
i've realized, that in my stories, in my pictures, all my characters have been allegories of parts of my life. for example:
Mr. Fluffums - symbolizes how no matter how much the one i loved hurt me, i still love her with all my heart.
The GlassEater - symbolizes how i did things to myself, i put things in my body that i new were hurting me, but i kept at it, thinking that somehow it could help.
The ScareCrow - symbolizes how a lone i feel, and when someone does come along (an allegorical raven), all they do is abuse me and let me down.
i hate this. i can't stand it anymore.