dear world

Mar 08, 2004 23:30

People can be so sad about love. So selfish with it, so careless with it.

Someone who is willing to love you is amazing and people just don't care.

Just because you don't need love doesnt mean to throw it back in the faces of the people that are giving it to you.

In my opinion, love should be something you are ready to accept with arms wide and ready to return.

I just don't see how people can push away love; refuse it profoundly.

I'm not talking pity love here. Thats one thing I can't stand. I mean like just a genuine feeling. I love a lot of people and I don't think thats wrong.

I love my class friends that I see every day. I love people I hardly know, but casually say hi to in the halls, just because they are apart of my life every day. I love everyone I've ever given a second glance to, ever had a conversation with.

I love the people that hate me right now. I just can't bring myself to genuinely hate anyone. Even the people that have screwed me over in the past, I haven't held a grudge to at all.

Do I throw this word around casually or do I just have a big heart?

I think, I just really love a lot. I could get taken advantage of so easily because of it. I am alway willing to forgive, always willing to say sorry first, just so ready and willing to love again.

When someone tells me they love me, my immediate response is "i love you"

and deep down (sometimes not so deep down)

I mean it.

So this is my letter to all who happen to read this.

If i have ever told you I loved you. I really did. I still do. If anything you have ever done has made me smile, cry, laugh, sigh, convey any emotion, the love is here in my heart somewhere.

-Lily
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