still hurting

[sad_life_smiles]

this is the only way i can vent. i dont like holding everything in all the time it's bad b/c then i'll explode. i dont like showing ppl my emotions and i never show my parents especially my mom. Well i still miss him...alot. he treated me so good, beyond belief. it was really like a fairytale, everything you could ask for in a guy. alot of

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[uttersimplicity]

"Still Hurting" The Last 5 Years

"Jamie is over and Jamie is gone.
Jamie's decided it's time to move on.
Jamie has new dreams he's building upon
And I'm still hurting..."

I don't know the nature of your situation, but it seems to me that if he hasn't talked to you and hasn't "technically" broken up with you, he's acting very immaturely by removing you from his myspace. Is that supposed to make a statement? Can we grow up and talk this out like adults? Can he give you the respect you deserve and let you know what he's feeling and spare yours at the same time? If he's unhappy with something that you did in the past outside of your relationship, shame on him for judging you. If this happened while the two of you were together and he is not showing any effort to work it out, he's not worth your time. Believe me, and believe this yourself, he's not special. Guys like him are a dime a dozen (you just can't expect every guy to be exactly the same). My advice is to get over this guy and fast. The sooner you do, the sooner you'll be happier and on the lookout for someone more special.

p.s. I miss you. How's college treating you?

[sad_life_smiles]

i miss you too!!! it's pretty good, some class problems but hopefully can work those at. where are you going again? and whats ur job, i skimmed sum stuff but no details.