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[sad_insanefreak]

It's morning. I wish it wasnt. I screwed up on my recital last night. All three songs. Everyone else did good. I was glad that Joey did play with me though. I'm so tired and hoping for birdy to get on. He came last night. I was happy but very emberissed. When I got up on stage i though "Oh god... what if hes watching me!?!" it would be just as sad if he wasnt. I need sleep. Remind me not to do a duet for awhile unless im ready. The extra points are good though. I need some good music. Why is it so early? Omigosh! I need sleep. I feel uber bad for missing caitlyns party. Happy birthday, even though im like a week late. You can miss my party if you want to.. ^.^ at portcon lol. And I am hoping for birdy to get on. I saw mariah and she informed me she was coming friday. Im glad. I informed mac im still mad. I cant ever remember why. But i remember I was last mad as opposed to not mad. Im going to have an anti-valentines day party in febuary! ^.^ The fourth annual? i cant wait. I love parties. The Christmas party is this week too and i forgot to pick up my presant for the yankee swap. I wonder if.. never mind. I cant wait!

I need to make an ordiment today. Remind me!

I love you all
I love you birdy...

I am so in love with everything

Love Always

Rei