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I'm really stressed lately. It probally doesn't show. I guess I try to make things like that to show so nobody worries, or bothers me about it. I really don't know. But a lot of events have been going on that have made my families life a tough one. And stressful. I don't know if my mom or marcus notice and feel it but i do. more then anything.
First my grandmother has cancer.. again shes going through a series of opporations behind her eye that may have bad concequences. I am so afraid for her. My mom is going with her next week and miss my concerts, which i dont mind at all but it seems she does.
and a few weeks ago my mom lost her job. For something she didnt do ofcourse. Well she didnt really lose it but it wasnt worth it. She first got accused of stealing drugs from the nursing home. And I know she didnt. Well it seems her friend was the one who told the boss or whatever she did it. And Doug... Hes such an ass hole. Oh my god... Well they didnt fire her but michelle, the girl that accused her of it first thought my mom would get fired and got scared and said she thought my mom was a threat to her so my mom cant work on weekend nights in the alheimers unit. v.v it fucking sucks..
Then christmas is coming and we're totally broke. My mom got a new job, but a paycut of 4.50 per hour. She wont get paid until after chrismas because she cant start this monday because shes going to boston.
Then we cant get child support from my daddy.. because he was shovelling himself out of the driveway slipped on some ice and broke his leg in three places. my older brother kenny is taking care of him, and i feel bad he got hurt but now we are really screwed. I went to visit him, birdy came to and met my dad and brother and well.. my dads leg is really bad... Im so sad
my mom always seems to be bitching at me... most of my friends dont talk to me much. im so confused! HELP!
my mom still isnt home.. oooooh what to do..
this is so stressful. And bad timing. I guess the only good thing that happened to me is birdy and peter and his friends. I dont know anymore. This is another of those times. Fuck is was going so well too...
*sigh*
rei
First my grandmother has cancer.. again shes going through a series of opporations behind her eye that may have bad concequences. I am so afraid for her. My mom is going with her next week and miss my concerts, which i dont mind at all but it seems she does.
and a few weeks ago my mom lost her job. For something she didnt do ofcourse. Well she didnt really lose it but it wasnt worth it. She first got accused of stealing drugs from the nursing home. And I know she didnt. Well it seems her friend was the one who told the boss or whatever she did it. And Doug... Hes such an ass hole. Oh my god... Well they didnt fire her but michelle, the girl that accused her of it first thought my mom would get fired and got scared and said she thought my mom was a threat to her so my mom cant work on weekend nights in the alheimers unit. v.v it fucking sucks..
Then christmas is coming and we're totally broke. My mom got a new job, but a paycut of 4.50 per hour. She wont get paid until after chrismas because she cant start this monday because shes going to boston.
Then we cant get child support from my daddy.. because he was shovelling himself out of the driveway slipped on some ice and broke his leg in three places. my older brother kenny is taking care of him, and i feel bad he got hurt but now we are really screwed. I went to visit him, birdy came to and met my dad and brother and well.. my dads leg is really bad... Im so sad
my mom always seems to be bitching at me... most of my friends dont talk to me much. im so confused! HELP!
my mom still isnt home.. oooooh what to do..
this is so stressful. And bad timing. I guess the only good thing that happened to me is birdy and peter and his friends. I dont know anymore. This is another of those times. Fuck is was going so well too...
*sigh*
rei