Sep 11, 2004 15:27
He doesn't even talk to me anymore
It tears a hole in my soul
And it's his last few days
Hey, what the hell else is there to say
I don't even matter
Why do I even try?
Should I give up and move on
Or just sit around and cry
I want to hate her
I want to see her bleed
I want her to know
It's my heart on my sleeve
The pieces of the puzzle
Never fit together
And when it's you in pain
Then you'll care
But for now
I'll be the one that's hurting
The one that's internally bleeding
Is it becuase I tried too hard?
o0o no, it's because i'm a fucking
DUMBASS with too much to say
And no time to say it
Or no place to say it
Why can't I just lye down
And give this life a rest
Because inside I'm a disaster
And no one will come after me
When I am gone to another place
No one cares about me
Except for me
And that is NEVER enough
I don't want to hurt
And neither do you
So tell me why this is happening
When the skys so blue
Why can't it be raining
The sun behind a cloud
So that way you don't feel like everything is happy
Except for you
Because you are miserable
And you need me
Just as much as I need you
My heart will never be fixed!
And I want to die!
More than you know
I just want to leave this place
And never look back
Because I have no friends
And no one to come home to that loves me
And will comfort me
I need to be loved
Without love there is no point
No point in me being here
I just want this messed up shit
TO FUCKING DISAPPEAR!
If you care about me, like you say you do (everyone) You'll leave a hell of a comment to make this pain just go away!