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well i have alot of stuff on my mind.. like school boys friends...its just all a big blob at this point..nothing seems like its going my way..which it never does..but anyways.
[friends]yea..me and shawna have been getting really close..and i guess someone thinks were annoying and were like a gay couple when were together..wadever..anyways..and on something else.. yea i kno there best friends and all that..but like..when they come to me with a problem i help them out..and then ill feel left out when there together..like i cant explain it..it just really gets to me .. And ive been having like really deep conversations wit ashley latley on the phone..lol..just last night! hah.. but it really helped alot wit some crap..
[ Boys ] yea.. i think im really going to go crazzzyyyy... yea hes iight and all..but yea..its just weird..i guess we never even talked before and now he thinks im cute..and tomorrow is friday that means its the legends came and that means im suppose to chill wit ppl after..which would be fun if it was with ppl i normally chill wit but its not..soo ill feel stupid as shit just taggin along ya kno.. yea ppl will be there i kno..but still..its not like their whole night is gonna be around me..and if i dont go..ppl will call me corney..and it will be like im standing him up or something..and i want him to have fun.. i dont want him to worry bout how i feel..but w.e..i really dont even think whats goin on is goin on if that really makes any sense what so ever! like.. i thought i heard something today..that makes it seem like everything is going to end..probley this week or next..but who knows..And then theres this one person..who i..i dont even kno what you would call it..i just feel comfortable with him ya kno..like i could say or do anything and not care what he thinks..and i <3 that.. but its never gonna happen..min-as well throw that dream away..
[school] what a disaster..i have a 71 in science..just barley passing..and i have a test tomorrow that i studied for tonight over samCs house wit Bobby and nikki..but nikki left a lil early..but yea i had fun over there..ne way..yea..well math..i have a 7 sumfin in there too..and i just took a test today and i have no idea how i did on it! and interdis i have a 86..which is really surprising and im actually happy about it..but i could do better..And then i dont really kno what i have ne where else..it dosnt really matter..only those classes matter to mee! But yea.. i really just cant wait till its summer..im gonna live everyday to the fullest!!
Yea i wrote alot i think . .soOo i guess ill update maaybe tomorrow.. im missing SUMMERLAND!! i just cant get into it..i got tooo much on my miind =*(
love..Kelly
[friends]yea..me and shawna have been getting really close..and i guess someone thinks were annoying and were like a gay couple when were together..wadever..anyways..and on something else.. yea i kno there best friends and all that..but like..when they come to me with a problem i help them out..and then ill feel left out when there together..like i cant explain it..it just really gets to me .. And ive been having like really deep conversations wit ashley latley on the phone..lol..just last night! hah.. but it really helped alot wit some crap..
[ Boys ] yea.. i think im really going to go crazzzyyyy... yea hes iight and all..but yea..its just weird..i guess we never even talked before and now he thinks im cute..and tomorrow is friday that means its the legends came and that means im suppose to chill wit ppl after..which would be fun if it was with ppl i normally chill wit but its not..soo ill feel stupid as shit just taggin along ya kno.. yea ppl will be there i kno..but still..its not like their whole night is gonna be around me..and if i dont go..ppl will call me corney..and it will be like im standing him up or something..and i want him to have fun.. i dont want him to worry bout how i feel..but w.e..i really dont even think whats goin on is goin on if that really makes any sense what so ever! like.. i thought i heard something today..that makes it seem like everything is going to end..probley this week or next..but who knows..And then theres this one person..who i..i dont even kno what you would call it..i just feel comfortable with him ya kno..like i could say or do anything and not care what he thinks..and i <3 that.. but its never gonna happen..min-as well throw that dream away..
[school] what a disaster..i have a 71 in science..just barley passing..and i have a test tomorrow that i studied for tonight over samCs house wit Bobby and nikki..but nikki left a lil early..but yea i had fun over there..ne way..yea..well math..i have a 7 sumfin in there too..and i just took a test today and i have no idea how i did on it! and interdis i have a 86..which is really surprising and im actually happy about it..but i could do better..And then i dont really kno what i have ne where else..it dosnt really matter..only those classes matter to mee! But yea.. i really just cant wait till its summer..im gonna live everyday to the fullest!!
Yea i wrote alot i think . .soOo i guess ill update maaybe tomorrow.. im missing SUMMERLAND!! i just cant get into it..i got tooo much on my miind =*(
love..Kelly