.a bad day is a broken nail darlin' what we have here is a TRAINWRECK.

Oct 19, 2005 21:16

My eyes don`t even sparkle anymore. I don`t know what to make of this.
My smiles are fake and my laughter is almost never real. I have been
pretending now for a very long time, it`s weird how I got so used to
it. People keep asking me "are you okay?" What the hell am I supposed
to tell them? "No i`m not okay" So I just smile and say that I`m fine.
Even though i`m really dying inside. Everyone thinks that i`m alright &
that i`m making it through... but i`m not. I`m not okay, no matter how
much I tell you I am. No one understands me, people think they do, but
they don`t.
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