Jun 23, 2005 21:21
ive been taking a fashion course at FIDM. FIDM is the fashion institute of design and merch, downtown. its great, im really enjoying it. i wish it was longer, it gives me hope that ill have something to do with my life...im constantly told i lack depth and im too into appearance and fashion and all that bullshit, so now i can say that its my life. that i want to go into business and product development. its what im about.
i am increasingly tired of boys, i need a man. at this point in my life, i am who i am take it or leave it. i had an epiphony the other day...about life and all, about how diffrent people are, about how everyone is out for themself, but in this life you must care about other people such as your family and friends and thats just how it works. you must do things for those you love, and be nice. but you must always have ur guard up and look out for urself cuz nobody is gonna do it for u. in the end, it always comes down to you.
now im going to let the codeine kick in cuz im hella sick and i wanna b better hopefully by tomorrow. mmmmmmmmmmmm.
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