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i am so angry at myself.
the doctor told me that my medication won't work unless i start eating. i didn't intend to eat as much as i have in the last few hours.
i had only eaten one apple up until about 7pm, when my friend (with whom i was studying) offered to make me dinner. i was a guest, and i didn't want to be rude.. so i ended up eating a cup of pasta with sauce and about 6 triscuit crackers with melted cheese on them. i felt disgusting.
afterwards, i headed over to my best friend's house and smoked up. we rented movies and on the way home she decided to stop at mcdonald's to cure her munchies. i ate about 10 french fries (which were heavily drenched in salt). i got some cady at the grocery store.. i just finished about half a cup of macaroons, and roughly 20 yogurt-covered raisins.
tomorrow i fast and read, while drinking lots of water.
wish me luck, if you're out there.
the doctor told me that my medication won't work unless i start eating. i didn't intend to eat as much as i have in the last few hours.
i had only eaten one apple up until about 7pm, when my friend (with whom i was studying) offered to make me dinner. i was a guest, and i didn't want to be rude.. so i ended up eating a cup of pasta with sauce and about 6 triscuit crackers with melted cheese on them. i felt disgusting.
afterwards, i headed over to my best friend's house and smoked up. we rented movies and on the way home she decided to stop at mcdonald's to cure her munchies. i ate about 10 french fries (which were heavily drenched in salt). i got some cady at the grocery store.. i just finished about half a cup of macaroons, and roughly 20 yogurt-covered raisins.
tomorrow i fast and read, while drinking lots of water.
wish me luck, if you're out there.