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Well, I got a reply from AJ. But I had to send another e-mail to him so now I have to wait for that reply. I hate waiting. He said I use people. I don't think I use people. I can't recall ever using someone in my entire life. He also said he's been doing these things to me because I hurt him. I really don't think that's acceptable. I also think it's immature. And he had the nerve to say that I am immature. He needs to get his head out of his ass and look at what's really going on here. I'm the most mature person I know at my age. He's acting like a fucking 12 year old and he's 19. You don't start spreading rumors just because someone hurt you. I already apologized for hurting him and in the e-mail I sent to him I offered to do whatever he thought was necessary to make him feel better. Why? Because I'm trying to get some good karma. Plus, it's the mature, considerable thing to do. AJ seriously needs to grow up and realize that he put himself in this situation. I didn't break up with him, he broke up with me. I never did anything to intentionally hurt him. And I guess he thinks that I purposely hurt him or something. God, he needs to wake up. Maybe he should turn to god and ask her for help with this situation since he has so much fucking faith. Yeah, I need to quit being so "fuck your god." It's rude of me. But I guess I can still think it. Whatever. I think I'll go read some more. It's good for me. Peace.