I will bury the fact that reality is seeping into my skin for now.
So, long time no talk. Again. JFC, I really need to be more active here on LJ. And I really have no excuses this time. Yes, I am busy with work a lot of the time, but I'm also on the computer a lot. It's just that I've developed new addictions, such as Poupee and the Gaia/Facebook game, Monster Galaxy. I've also gotten really into manga coloring again, which you can see by looking at my profile. Sigh.
I wish writing was a higher priority on my list, but ugh. I'm kind of tired of writing SHINee fandom, because unless you're writing the more popular pairings, it doesn't matter how many hours, days, weeks, months, you spend making the fic perfect, it always seems like it's under appreciated. And it's sad, because I still have to write those Replay4Japan fics, but I think after those are complete, I'm going to jump ship (except for the occasional SHINee fic) and start writing for the Infinite fandom. Those boys are just lovely. ♥
Hmm, real life.... blah. I've been going back and forth recently, all the freaking time, about whether or not I should apply for jobs elsewhere. I love my job to death, I really do, but I'm barely getting paid anything and I despise this woman who just started working there again. She's rude to the kids, talks on her phone during work hours, makes rude comments about my when she thinks I'm not listening, never gets off her fucking ass to help out with anything, and she calls the kids things like "turds" as if that's normal. What the fuck, they're kids. I just, I really dislike her so much that I'm pretty sure it's bordering on hate. Which is saying something, considering I don't even hate the people who fucked me up so bad that I nearly died.
Also, from this point out, I'm going to un-lock this journal. Meaning the entries from this point on will no longer be friends locked, unless they're extremely personal. The reason for this is simple: the person I decided to lock my entries against can no longer view them. He's not allowed a computer nor internet in his home, and he doesn't have a car to drive to a library or something to view this, and he doesn't have any friends whose internet he can borrow. He has nothing. And I'm no longer afraid of him, no longer afraid of him seeing anything. He's not worth that effort.
I love you guys. Never forget that, even if I'm not around very much anymore, okay? D;
I wish writing was a higher priority on my list, but ugh. I'm kind of tired of writing SHINee fandom, because unless you're writing the more popular pairings, it doesn't matter how many hours, days, weeks, months, you spend making the fic perfect, it always seems like it's under appreciated. And it's sad, because I still have to write those Replay4Japan fics, but I think after those are complete, I'm going to jump ship (except for the occasional SHINee fic) and start writing for the Infinite fandom. Those boys are just lovely. ♥
Hmm, real life.... blah. I've been going back and forth recently, all the freaking time, about whether or not I should apply for jobs elsewhere. I love my job to death, I really do, but I'm barely getting paid anything and I despise this woman who just started working there again. She's rude to the kids, talks on her phone during work hours, makes rude comments about my when she thinks I'm not listening, never gets off her fucking ass to help out with anything, and she calls the kids things like "turds" as if that's normal. What the fuck, they're kids. I just, I really dislike her so much that I'm pretty sure it's bordering on hate. Which is saying something, considering I don't even hate the people who fucked me up so bad that I nearly died.
Also, from this point out, I'm going to un-lock this journal. Meaning the entries from this point on will no longer be friends locked, unless they're extremely personal. The reason for this is simple: the person I decided to lock my entries against can no longer view them. He's not allowed a computer nor internet in his home, and he doesn't have a car to drive to a library or something to view this, and he doesn't have any friends whose internet he can borrow. He has nothing. And I'm no longer afraid of him, no longer afraid of him seeing anything. He's not worth that effort.
I love you guys. Never forget that, even if I'm not around very much anymore, okay? D;