Can't you see that I'm down and I'm drowning
I miss Joel so much...it kills me to know that he's within reach...but I can't be there...
"So you found out today your life's not the same
Not quite as perfect as it was yesterday but
When you were just getting in the groove
Now you're faced with something new
And I know it hurts and I know you feel torn
But you never gave up this easily before
So why do you choose today to give it all away
Well it's not so bad y'all
Together we all fall
Just as long we get up we'll stand tall
We shouldn't waste another day"
-Crossfade
Joel used to blast this cd...
He always played the same cd for weeks at a time...and then he'd toss it in the cd case like he had never seen it before and start all over with a new one...
I miss that
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Thinking 'bout the things that we forgot to say