Feb 05, 2009 15:00
Oh my god, Migraines suck! I had one yesterday that wasn't too bad until the night time, when it got really bad. (thats usually how they are, they longer all day and then get really bad at night) I usually don't get migraines unless I have a lot of emotional stuff going on, especially stuff I am suppressing. I did, but I don't want to talk about that right now, I'll likely have a long ranty post later. The only thing I really can do about migraines is sleep, so I did that, but I woke up this morning and it was still there! Not right away, took a minute or 2 to set in, I couldn't believe it was still there. It got really bad, and I really couldn't do anything but go back to sleep. They get so bad I can't function, not just because of the head ache, but it is kind of like they make the rest of my world sensitive and in pain as well, I can't explain how. They just feel horrible.
After 5 more hours of sleep (heh) I am awake and feeling better (hopefully).
There was an amazing sunset last night. I watched several people take pictures with their cellphones and then walk away without actually having experienced it. "Whatever, I can experience this later on the 1 inch screen of my cellphone. I don't have time to look at it now."
I had some interesting dreams last night. In one of them, I became aware of the fact I was dreaming when I was in a bathroom with Esme and she was talking to Riley Sweeney through a mirror. Once I became aware I was dreaming I said "Lets go to the upper world!" and jumped and floated up to the ceiling and floated through it. Esme just looked at me as if to say "I don't want to go up there" and stayed behind.
I've been lucid dreaming a lot, lately, which is really cool. It is really fun to actively take control of a dream.
dreams,
esme