A goal
I think in the future I want to come from a place of free giving and free receiving if at all possible. In the few times where I have been at this place with people who I've liked it has been really nice. Giving without expecting. Being ok with their answer no matter what it is.
Nonviolent communication is starting to feel like an intricate dance between selflessness and selffullness... This morning I was thinking transparent was the best thing to be, and now I am feeling differently. Maybe it isn't like that. Maybe it is simple to grasp and perform when your heart is truly in it. I somewhat suspect mine isn't fully in it.
My heart isn't very in it today. I'd rather just give into the Jackal. It is easy to fall back on the comfort of my analogies.
Oh... Chris really liked the vibrating Giraffe. And Chris was basically amazing. I worry that I'm being trying, but I have been worrying that a lot in the past week. I don't think I really am being trying.
Nonviolent communication is starting to feel like an intricate dance between selflessness and selffullness... This morning I was thinking transparent was the best thing to be, and now I am feeling differently. Maybe it isn't like that. Maybe it is simple to grasp and perform when your heart is truly in it. I somewhat suspect mine isn't fully in it.
My heart isn't very in it today. I'd rather just give into the Jackal. It is easy to fall back on the comfort of my analogies.
Oh... Chris really liked the vibrating Giraffe. And Chris was basically amazing. I worry that I'm being trying, but I have been worrying that a lot in the past week. I don't think I really am being trying.