back in the day a man was not considered to be fully grown unless he crossed seven seas at least
Today was a little overwhelming. It started with waking up from some very confusing interrupted sleep and a dream about bags of rice that makes no sense to me now. I have not woken up that early in a long time, either, but that wasn't so bad. I took a lot of melatonin to get to sleep, which is probably why my sleep was so weird.
My psych class was alright. The professor goes through his power points way too fast. He doesn't leave any time to write things down. They will be online, but still that is going to get annoying. Other than that I'd say the professor is pretty cool. It is a big lecture class in the same room as I was in last year for sociology, sitting in the same chairs as my roommate stole for our dining room chairs. That cracks me up.
Walking so much was kind of difficult. I haven't really walked anywhere since my knee surgery. Actually for the most part I have been sitting on my ass since the surgery so I have no endurance and my knee still isn't doing so hot.
As for my Fairhaven classes. I'm not sure I can handle Fairhaven right nor for a number of reasons. I feel like over the summer I just kind of fell off the face of the earth. I have not been keeping up with current issues at all so that makes a current issues class kind of difficult to be in. I know that I can get caught up, but for the time being things are just kind of weird. Not only do I feel like I am out of touch with current issues, I feel like I am stupid and inarticulate. Those skills haven't really returned to me yet. This may sound stupid, but I don;t think I can handle thinking so much yet. I have the world issues class and the nonvoilence class with the same professor, a very brilliant lady, I can tell, and I just don't want her to think I am a total idiot, and right now I am just that. I know I can get better, and maybe eventually I'll have a lot to bring to my classes, but right now I feel like I have nothing to bring to them.
I can only hope that'll change. I can only hope I can either get a burst of motivation or force myself to do the things I need to do. Problem is I am letting myself do whatever I want. I can't let that go on much longer. I need to exercise some self discipline.
I have Awareness through the body at 9 tomorrow. I am a little worried that it'll be different than I expected. I hope that whatever it is I like it, because I've been really excited about it for awhile.
I'm not quite sure if I like this quarter or not. No opinion can be formed yet. I like the people in my classes. Allie and Katie are in Nonviolence. That is very exciting. I saw a lot of friends today, which was nice, but I was kind of tired and out of it when I saw them. I have been really tired for most of the day since the afternoon.
My psych class was alright. The professor goes through his power points way too fast. He doesn't leave any time to write things down. They will be online, but still that is going to get annoying. Other than that I'd say the professor is pretty cool. It is a big lecture class in the same room as I was in last year for sociology, sitting in the same chairs as my roommate stole for our dining room chairs. That cracks me up.
Walking so much was kind of difficult. I haven't really walked anywhere since my knee surgery. Actually for the most part I have been sitting on my ass since the surgery so I have no endurance and my knee still isn't doing so hot.
As for my Fairhaven classes. I'm not sure I can handle Fairhaven right nor for a number of reasons. I feel like over the summer I just kind of fell off the face of the earth. I have not been keeping up with current issues at all so that makes a current issues class kind of difficult to be in. I know that I can get caught up, but for the time being things are just kind of weird. Not only do I feel like I am out of touch with current issues, I feel like I am stupid and inarticulate. Those skills haven't really returned to me yet. This may sound stupid, but I don;t think I can handle thinking so much yet. I have the world issues class and the nonvoilence class with the same professor, a very brilliant lady, I can tell, and I just don't want her to think I am a total idiot, and right now I am just that. I know I can get better, and maybe eventually I'll have a lot to bring to my classes, but right now I feel like I have nothing to bring to them.
I can only hope that'll change. I can only hope I can either get a burst of motivation or force myself to do the things I need to do. Problem is I am letting myself do whatever I want. I can't let that go on much longer. I need to exercise some self discipline.
I have Awareness through the body at 9 tomorrow. I am a little worried that it'll be different than I expected. I hope that whatever it is I like it, because I've been really excited about it for awhile.
I'm not quite sure if I like this quarter or not. No opinion can be formed yet. I like the people in my classes. Allie and Katie are in Nonviolence. That is very exciting. I saw a lot of friends today, which was nice, but I was kind of tired and out of it when I saw them. I have been really tired for most of the day since the afternoon.