[Screened \\ Unhackable]sacrificia_lDecember 19 2007, 01:17:52 UTC
Matt...
I am sorry for the things I said to you. I was in pain at the time, but that does not excuse my behaviour. I rejected you and I do not blame you if you reject me now.
You should know, however, that I love you, have always loved you, and have always seen your importance. You have not gone unnoticed. You were the Third, after all. It is not a position which was rewarded lightly.
I would have spoken to you sooner, but I was under the impression you wished to cease communicating with me.
[Screened \\ Unhackable]sacrificia_lDecember 19 2007, 06:48:48 UTC
I have no right to ask for your faith. You owe me nothing.
I am only saying these things because I want to give, Matt. I want to give you the love and attention that I have neglected to give you for so long. I want to protect you from harm and destroy those who threaten you.
I will be here for you when you are ready to accept that.
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I am sorry for the things I said to you. I was in pain at the time, but that does not excuse my behaviour. I rejected you and I do not blame you if you reject me now.
You should know, however, that I love you, have always loved you, and have always seen your importance. You have not gone unnoticed. You were the Third, after all. It is not a position which was rewarded lightly.
I would have spoken to you sooner, but I was under the impression you wished to cease communicating with me.
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I was angry. I was trying to hurt you in the worst way possible, just like I hurt her.
I am so sorry, Matt.
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... How can I be sure? You seem to change your mind often lately.
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I am only saying these things because I want to give, Matt. I want to give you the love and attention that I have neglected to give you for so long. I want to protect you from harm and destroy those who threaten you.
I will be here for you when you are ready to accept that.
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