Every day provides me with another good reason why I should never leave this room. Is it that strange rain that's making everyone behave like animals, or is it merely a sort of cabin fever?
That reminds me... Is Mello alright?
[Private//Unhackable.]
My mind seems to be getting a bit sharper these days. I suppose I have Ayumi to thank for that. I've almost filled this notebook and soon I'll need to request another one. My quantum physics is quite rusty but at least I have theories... I was beginning to lose my ability to form theories before I met her.
It amazes me that some people don't get along with their doubles. I think I would be quite happy if she never left my side.
I worry that I must be a great burden to her, however. Who in the world wants to meet a version of themselves who has perished?
I must speak to Raito soon. I feel there is something very important that only he can confirm. If my suspicion is true, then... maybe I really can save her. Although, if it's true, I don't know how I'll ever find the courage to admit it to her...
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[Screened to Raito//Unhackable.]
Raito, I really must see you as soon as possible.
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