do you like to hurt?
it's been a bad week. & if you must know then here's a brief explanation:
i'm overwhelmed with school.
i'm overwhelmed with work.
i work my ass off to impress.
i'm depressed because i have this stupid crush & he will never know.
finals.
i hate being yelled at me, to the max.
i'm still 10 at heart, i want to stay like this forever.
i love being able to come home & just cry to my mom, it will be okay.
bday countdown= eh 10 days sounds about right? i wanna see everyone of you little fuckers that i consider a friend, even if we don't talk that much. i'm working on what to say through MY MEGAPHONE.
fuck some bitches.
but for now, i'm gonna stick it out. i'm gonna study my little face off, deal with this week. smile & be ok when everythings wrong. i'm gonna wait for the weekend. blow off everything, hang out with the 3 most amazing girls. be a rebel. run a red light or flirt, yeah something like that. but all in all, everyone knows who i want to be with. YOU.
so if you're reading this, answer this:
what do you have to lose? would falling for me feel good?
OH;& 1 more thing:
this is to everyone: confess something to me,(anything), even if it's love, of you stole $20 from me, you like my xboyfriend, you've seen me naked. you don't have to leave your name.
ily.<3
love,
Lory.