just say it you need me like a bad habit
i'd just like to extend a big FUCK YOU to people that just hate you for a reason, but it's not really a reason, it's just jealousy & pity. fucking pity.
i like when you hold my hand, more when you lean over & whisper in my ear, tell me the truth that you're not the one i know. i dont mind your green jacket but your hair might be a problem.
i say im not a wrecker, but im having an affair. &&&iLOVEiTiLOVEiTiLOVEiT.
my oc nite sucked the hell out tonite, mainly bc it was re-runs. whatever. its cool. i'll live.
i hate school, well it's to the point where i just want to stab my teachers. so im there. & im stressed. sounds normal. i dont care.
i hate softball. nahh. i wont even go there, because im fucking sure as hell who ever is reading this, probably hears it enough or at least once.."TOURNEYY" so i enjoy devoting my saturday mornings at churchill. not bad. not bad. did i mention i've spent like $50 in this past week for softball? AMAZiNG.
i hate that i dont sleep in anymore.
i hate not being with the girls i love more than words. i miss ct&lauren&audrey. & just everyone. & im crying, begging on my knees for a sleepover on saturday, i dont give a fuck, but we need a serious girl talk. i miss those girls more than anything. iloveyall!!
i hate liars & the fact that im not pretty.
sorry for making you read this & making you feel sorry for me. dont.
&imout!
<3
maybe im a girl maybe a lonely girl who doesn't really understand.