life sucks.
today was great all up until my mom came home...
i Went to lindsey's house last night and slept over and we cruised around the town all night with kate then went home and made Nachos! =) Then the next day.. we went to the beach with kate..soo nice outside.. and the best day to go to the beach!...hahahahaha we went to GOOSEBERRY ISLAND around 8am nice and early, went for a nice walk around the beach and had some funn.
yeahh, then i came home and got yelled at for no reason at all.. somehow everything is my fault even if i'm the innocent one and did nothing wrong i just seem to always be blamed for stupid shyt, whatever, i cant take it anymore..i need to find a job and now my mom complaining that if i dont find a job she threatening me to take my car away and my cell phone..great huh?...well the way i see it, it just more of a punishment to her cause she'll have to drive me around and won't know where i'm going or what time i will be home which means i can stay out later. basically, if i have a job shes not happy because im never home..but when i dont have a job she still not happy because u'd think she'd want to spend more time with me, but no nothing will ever make her happy, things just always seem to get worse. she's basically trying to ruin everything that makes me happy..wont let me go out this weekend cause i never pick up around the fricken house..umm hello? i'm never home! god, i wish she would give me more trust and not always be on my case about everything..i wish for once she would just let me go and let me do what i want to do and i wish i could be able to be more honest with her...=/
i Went to lindsey's house last night and slept over and we cruised around the town all night with kate then went home and made Nachos! =) Then the next day.. we went to the beach with kate..soo nice outside.. and the best day to go to the beach!...hahahahaha we went to GOOSEBERRY ISLAND around 8am nice and early, went for a nice walk around the beach and had some funn.
yeahh, then i came home and got yelled at for no reason at all.. somehow everything is my fault even if i'm the innocent one and did nothing wrong i just seem to always be blamed for stupid shyt, whatever, i cant take it anymore..i need to find a job and now my mom complaining that if i dont find a job she threatening me to take my car away and my cell phone..great huh?...well the way i see it, it just more of a punishment to her cause she'll have to drive me around and won't know where i'm going or what time i will be home which means i can stay out later. basically, if i have a job shes not happy because im never home..but when i dont have a job she still not happy because u'd think she'd want to spend more time with me, but no nothing will ever make her happy, things just always seem to get worse. she's basically trying to ruin everything that makes me happy..wont let me go out this weekend cause i never pick up around the fricken house..umm hello? i'm never home! god, i wish she would give me more trust and not always be on my case about everything..i wish for once she would just let me go and let me do what i want to do and i wish i could be able to be more honest with her...=/