Why do I NEED a subject
The school play "Rehearsal for Murder" opens tonight, and even though my showing isn't until tomorrow night, I'm still insanely nervous. I keep feeling like I'm going to fuck this up somehow and get kicked out of drama club forever, which would most definitely kill me, because I am in LOVE with the stage.
OH EM GEE WHAT IF I EFFING BOTCH THIS ROYALLY? MY THEATRE CAREER WILL BE OVER! I DON'T EVER WANT TO LOSE MY POSITION ON THE STAGE! THAT'S LIKE SUCKING OUT MY SOUL!!!
I am gonna die by tomorrow. I really am...Because I'm gonna have a heart attack and die from anxiousness, or have heat stroke from trying on my really heavy costume to make sure I look okay, or lost my voice from freaking out and constantly repeating my lines which will make me so upset that I shoot myself...
Being an actress is fucking hard.
OH EM GEE WHAT IF I EFFING BOTCH THIS ROYALLY? MY THEATRE CAREER WILL BE OVER! I DON'T EVER WANT TO LOSE MY POSITION ON THE STAGE! THAT'S LIKE SUCKING OUT MY SOUL!!!
I am gonna die by tomorrow. I really am...Because I'm gonna have a heart attack and die from anxiousness, or have heat stroke from trying on my really heavy costume to make sure I look okay, or lost my voice from freaking out and constantly repeating my lines which will make me so upset that I shoot myself...
Being an actress is fucking hard.