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ah. so back to the relentless story of drama and fatigue with drama, or , rather, concerning drama. so, prior to my ignorant and attention-wanting drawl, i have to inform you all that i was ignorant to begin with. this last statement refers to my little term of idiocy concerning that little freshman i spoke of so highly. at the beginning of said term, i was told by "not quite unreliable" sources that said freshman was a slut. of coarse, i didn't, in any way, heed these warnings. it wasnt as if the evidence wasn't there. it was ever present, actually. what better reason to question this girls fidelity than the fact that i made out with her at a party when i was drunk. now that wouldn't have been enough to sway me in my opinion of this girl, but the circumstances should have been. why is it that i willingly and painstakingly ignored these obvious signs of character flaw. no one is without flaw, but some have it in bulk. i suppose it could be compared to your local quicky-mart's and the new super wal-mart's (that is inevitably being built in your city or town if it has not been already), this bulk. the freshman "goddess" has the bulk of flaw comparative to wal-mart's, and i was unable to see it. i would never make it in the inventory department. anyway's, i have in no way been vindicated. she is apparently not the innocent little nymph that i had supposed. She is bearing. and how, if not having consummated, could a one bear? if you have to ask what she i bearing, i'm sorry. it is not my place to spell these things out. it's my place to bitch about them. and bitch i have.
it seems i am ignorant by choice and have myself to thank for being let down by my own bullshit escapades. i am through with this decisive and willing ignorance.
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