Aug 06, 2005 12:37
aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh!
i wish there were a font that would portray the rage i feel right now!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cant even type right, i'm so pissed!!!!
i hate wanting to fuck my good
friends up. i could commit manslaughter right now, i'm so pissed. (not
murder, as i'm too pissed to control myself in a fight.)
and a fight
there may be. my former best friend, let's call his bitch ass Q, thinks
that he can only provide half of his part of a deal, but i must pay mt
part in full. FUCK THAT!!!!!! he didn't do his part, so i'm not doing
mine. i've payed him half. that's all he's getting!!!!!!!!
but his bitch ass wants to keep
calling me to ask where "his skrill" is. number 1, it's not his; it's
mine, because he didn't do what he said he would. secondly, "skrill"
isn't even a fucking word!!!!!!!
so he calls me after i payed him half and say's, "you're gonna pay me tonight!"
"No, Yvan, i'm not!"
"I'm going to show up with my brother and we'll take it out of your pocket," he says in an attempt to intimidate.
needless to say, he and his
brother never showed up. that fool has seen me fight. he's seen me win
a two round, six minute, olympic style tae-kwon-do match in 40 seconds.
Now, i'm not saying i could take both his brother and him at the same
time (with my bare hands.) That's why i have a bow staff. i know i
could take at least three of them when i have my bow staff.
the point is, though, that i
dont want to fight them. i dont need to get arrested for assault. i
don't need to see the look on my former friend's face, bloodied and
torn. i've seen that look before. it breaks my heart to see it on
anyone's face. that's why i try to avoid confrontation, unless i am
utterly pissed. (which actually isn't a hard thing to achieve.)
anyway, i just wanted to spread
the message that i am fucking pissed and one more antagonizing word
from that punk is going to force me to march over to his house, pull
him out of it, and teach him a lesson in front of his whole family,
like he thought he might do to me.
man, was that fucker wrong!!!!!!
IM SOOOOOOOOOOO PISSED THAT I CANT DESCRIBE IT IN WORDS!!!!!!!!!!!!
fuck "q"