here is the part where i don*t expect anyone to believe
after our long conversation last night, well mostly me listening, i decided to do this morning what i havn*t done since i was very little . . . i moved the can the width of the counter.
i think i will show someone one day. i know i can't tell people cause i tried before, i think it will have to be about intent just one person first. test. i need to think about this lots.
i always feel like i should censor my thoughts so much cause even though this is my journal other people read it. maybe i will try to stop that. maybe i will find someone else who is like this. blah blah anyway
today is the caps meeting . .. bling blling i hope.
i think i will show someone one day. i know i can't tell people cause i tried before, i think it will have to be about intent just one person first. test. i need to think about this lots.
i always feel like i should censor my thoughts so much cause even though this is my journal other people read it. maybe i will try to stop that. maybe i will find someone else who is like this. blah blah anyway
today is the caps meeting . .. bling blling i hope.