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i got off from work early tonight. ive realized something, the person that for the first 17 years of my life that i swore id never be, ive turned into. it sucks.
its just not me. ive never been one to go out and do bad things. ive been the nice guy that tried to do whats right by everyone. how did i allow myself to slip? im not really a "party boy", but it seems to be a reputation that is catching up to me. hopefully i can blow this off as a phase and move on with my life. the desire has been gone for a while and i pray that it stays that way.
dont get me wrong, parties are fun, im just saying goodbye to the participation in some of the things that go on at parties. i pray for the strength to not give into the temptation anymore.
having fun without "partying" is much more fun than the fun that you may not recall the next morning. heres to being the person i used to be.
its just not me. ive never been one to go out and do bad things. ive been the nice guy that tried to do whats right by everyone. how did i allow myself to slip? im not really a "party boy", but it seems to be a reputation that is catching up to me. hopefully i can blow this off as a phase and move on with my life. the desire has been gone for a while and i pray that it stays that way.
dont get me wrong, parties are fun, im just saying goodbye to the participation in some of the things that go on at parties. i pray for the strength to not give into the temptation anymore.
having fun without "partying" is much more fun than the fun that you may not recall the next morning. heres to being the person i used to be.