Nov 16, 2005 16:47
"now youre here, and everythings changing, suddenly life means so much. i cant wait, to wake up tomorrow, and find out this promise is true."
life is going well. i love my old friends from high school, but im adjusting quite nicely and meeting some awesome people here as well. its funny how you are never grateful when certain things happen, because it seems so terrible at the time, but in the future you realize, what has happened is best.
ill be the first to admit, i dont stop for the moment and say "its good this is happening, because something better will happen later." does that make me a hypocrit? i hope not. i forgive, i sometimes even forget, but it has to be wanted and earned.
everything happening in my life is great. i get to see all of my old friends a pretty good amount, i get to see my new friends daily and live with them. im excited about going home...i get to spend time with kim, christian, adrianna, amanda gates, danny b, michael t, rachel k, olivia, megan, mandy, jenna i think, david-michael, laura, my family, and some random people. high school years brought me close with so many people, and thank God only a few relationships have been completely dropped, but who knows, maybe some of them will be picked back up too.
"no im never going back, no im never going back"