everything new

Apr 25, 2005 22:48

prom was a blast. i have heard so many people talk about how much they do not like prom and how the actual dance is their least favorite part. this being my 6th and most likely final prom, i find it amazing that i had just as much fun as i had at the first one. everything was perfect. i got my dip-n-dots!!!

life is so boring. im spending lots of time with my friends and its pretty exciting. everything is going fairly well.
i have a strange feeling that in the next month or so the people i can trust are going to not be so dependable. granted, most of them i know will be there and i can always confide in, but a couple i am really uneasy about.

im going to the mountains this weekend. its a youth retreat to glory ridge. im pretty excited about going up there for what may be my last time. i need the get-away time. too much has been on my mind that i cant seem to forget about. i think this time with close friends just enjoying nature and God will help me.

i just dont understand somethings, why do things seem to be heading in one direction but be going in completey the opposite? why is it that the more i dont try, the more people around me try?? why can we not just all try at the same time? i wish i knew the answer and i wish i could figure everything out.

my carowinds crew, thanks guys - you all have been awesome recently. im glad i have you guys around to goof off with, talk to, or whatever.
Previous post Next post
Up