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How can i commit to a relatioship when i can't even commit time for myself...my social life...work....dance....track....everything. I'm tired. Both mentally and physically. I let King down. She blew up at me. She told me she was fed up with me and she was closer than ever before in her life to giving up on someone/something. I can't keep things up with Jerad. I miss all my friends deeply. And i feel like like i'm dying from in the inside out. Slowly my body is giving way to the situiations in. I have no one to blame but my lazy self. I'm not a bad kid. I don't do drugs, i don't even really drink. Why is God punishing me? Why can't he help clear my head and see my artistic block. I've been trying to find myself thourgh my church. Its not going well.
- - - - -> i don't know who i am anymore...just call me Marge
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- - - - -> i don't know who i am anymore...just call me Marge
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