Apr 29, 2008 00:59
What's up, everybody.
So more and more, the world around me is affirming things that I already had a steadfast belief in- that fortune favors the bold, that happiness is what really matters, that there's value in old friends, and that everything changes. However, the universe hasn't been telling me that posting in livejournal is of particular urgency or importance, so sorry if I've been slacking a little.
School's almost out, and I'll finally be going back home soon. Of course, I'm taking summer classes and working in the studio, so it'll be right back to baltimore a few weeks after getting back down to buckingham, but hey, life is life no matter where you live it.
But I really do need to take some time to myself- I'm starting to feel spent, like I'm forgetting things that I used to tell myself were important. I need to have some time to reflect, to remember everything that I would have wanted myself to remember a year ago, two years ago, and more. I need to open my eyes again the way I know I can and see what I need to see in order to move forward from where I am to where it's best for me to be. I need to stop being so focused on writing papers and making grades- I really do feel like it's distracting me from what I want and need to be focused on.