they call me dr.ama
SO here's the lowdown on all the upcoming shit thus far:
So Hallowicked, so going thanks to Twinkie, he's my fucking lifesaver at this point.People are dickheads,obviously. Got the first track for the cd done, hopefully gonna be doing more within the next few weeks, in between Rob's cd, I still laugh that he called it the HiV, that's classic Rob.So this house is driving me insane...I got kicked out, told to stay, told I was a loser and all my friends are creeps and losers too, and that I wasnt staying in HER house if I wanted to live my life the way I do...so I said fuck this, started packing my shit and of course she started crying and her typical "we need to talk" bullshit, and tried to put me on a guilt trip that didnt work. I refused to let her see me cry, she wins that way, its like she gets off on seeing me cry or some shit cause than she tries to take all the shit back, it doesnt work that way sorry!
Anyway, so I saw Martha last weekend...omg the baby is getting so big and she's sooo smart! I love that littel girl...I dunno what I'd do if anything ever happened to her or my sister seriously.
Talked to my mom, got my brother's address in jail, that sounds so weird...yeah so Im writing to him right now too, its hard to come up with the right words to say "hey did you learn your lesson or are you gonna get out and fuck up again?" without those exact words...its hard for cause I dont wanna hinder his progress in this program but I want him to realize he fucked up and life is nothing if not a series of one fuck up after another, you learn, you grow and you get over your shit and yourself when life slaps you hard in the face. Eh I dunno, Im waiting for Pat and ROb to get here so Im kinda just filling space at the moment Im so bored....yeah so im out love you guys
So Hallowicked, so going thanks to Twinkie, he's my fucking lifesaver at this point.People are dickheads,obviously. Got the first track for the cd done, hopefully gonna be doing more within the next few weeks, in between Rob's cd, I still laugh that he called it the HiV, that's classic Rob.So this house is driving me insane...I got kicked out, told to stay, told I was a loser and all my friends are creeps and losers too, and that I wasnt staying in HER house if I wanted to live my life the way I do...so I said fuck this, started packing my shit and of course she started crying and her typical "we need to talk" bullshit, and tried to put me on a guilt trip that didnt work. I refused to let her see me cry, she wins that way, its like she gets off on seeing me cry or some shit cause than she tries to take all the shit back, it doesnt work that way sorry!
Anyway, so I saw Martha last weekend...omg the baby is getting so big and she's sooo smart! I love that littel girl...I dunno what I'd do if anything ever happened to her or my sister seriously.
Talked to my mom, got my brother's address in jail, that sounds so weird...yeah so Im writing to him right now too, its hard to come up with the right words to say "hey did you learn your lesson or are you gonna get out and fuck up again?" without those exact words...its hard for cause I dont wanna hinder his progress in this program but I want him to realize he fucked up and life is nothing if not a series of one fuck up after another, you learn, you grow and you get over your shit and yourself when life slaps you hard in the face. Eh I dunno, Im waiting for Pat and ROb to get here so Im kinda just filling space at the moment Im so bored....yeah so im out love you guys